3/24/2006

Education...good or bad?....Maximizer, good or bad?

 
Sometimes i couldnt help but wonder...
am i studying too much?
 
at the age of 27 (almost), i have 2 master's degree...totally different ones,
and 2 unfinished PhD degrees....
not to mention i'm working as an intern reporter rite now...
 
i'm interested in lots of stuff and know a lot of different stuff...
content writing, creative work, digital media, technology, fashion, beauty, branding....
just all kinds of things....
 
i may not be the expert of all....
but at least i'm capable, more capable than most ppl.
 
 
is it wrong that women study too much n have their own point of views...
or even...
wanting to make a difference, or taking full control of their lives?!
 
i know i am ambitious,
i know i want lots of things,
i know i have lots of visions...or dreams...
i know i wont be satisfied at being just an ordinary working woman.
 
i wanna achieve something,
i wanna have status.
and,
i certainly have the so-called "maximizer complex,"
i just wanna maximize everything,
nothing is ever enough.
i'm a cureless perfectionist.
(even though i'm also a procrastinator that i always do everything at the last minute,
but i guess i have the luxury to survive thru all...cuz...
no matter wut, i worked hard till the last minute. i turned into this workaholic when i put my mind into sth.)
 
Is it good? Or, is it bad?
 
i am my own master.
i wanna live my life, in full scale.
 
 

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